Before I Fall In Love (Ring My Bell Saga Part 2)

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

Someone to have and hold 
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold 
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything 
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold 
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

Hey readers! 

The above is Coco Lee's "Before I Fall In Love" lyric.  If i'm not mistaken this song was quite a hit during the early millennium. It is one of my favorite karaoke tune. This lyrics has a lot of meaning...

The lyric tells a story of a girl/women who is in love. But however she is still unsure with her heart whether the one that she falls in love with is the right person or not. She also wonder whether her feelings are true or not. 

Base on the lyric, i have another story to tell........

In the previous post (Ring My Bell), i've already shared with you a story about a girl falling in love with the guy whom she heard rumor is having a crush on her. In this post i'm gonna share with you another story of the same person (the girl) with all the previous guy she have fallen in love with........

So, please................

1) THE BUDDHIST

While the girl was pursuing her Masters, alongside she met and became friend with this Chinese guy from China. He is smart, intelligent, nice, handsome, and a true gentlemen. They became close friends and hangs out together a lot. They have lunch together, study at the library together, they would also attend corporate seminars together. Then she starts falling in love with him. Just before they finished their Masters, the girl asked the Buddhist guy, "If you wanting to get married, must your future wife also be Chinese?" (She was trying her luck ;)) He answered, "Not really. But she must be a buddhist becoz i'm not willing to convert to another religion" Hmm........ He continues, "Even tho if she is not a buddhist she must convert to". The girl actually plans to confess her feelings for the buddhist guy. Sob! :'( Listening to his answer, she made a u-turn. She decided not to confess. She realize that he isn't right for her. He made it clear to her that he isn't willing to convert to another religion. There is no point for them to be in love. So sad! She is a muslim and he is a buddhist. Both aren't willing to convert. She will never convert from being a muslim (NEVER!). So, si gadis hanya menyerahkan segalanya antara dia dan jejaka kepada Allah S.W.T. She move on without confessing to him.

2) MR WRIGHT WHO IS ACTUALLY MR TOTALLY WRONG

During her first year working, the girl met a cute guy who resembles one of her K-Pop idol/ her dream guy. Yes! He looks like actor Kim Jun. She really likes him a lot, and really believed that this guy is the wright person for her. He secretly likes her too (He recently confess. Luckily she has no feelings for him anymore). Later, she heard a rumor about that guy. Something she and most people don't fancy. Uh-oh! (But i'm not gonna tell ya what the rumor was. It was really disgusting and trust me who don't wanna know). She told her BFF about the rumor. Her BFF was quite shock too but she calm her by telling "it is just  a rumor probably. It might not be true. Let's not give up and find the truth first". She agreed with her BFF. She tried to search for answers. But still she could the answers. The dilemma got worse. She then seek guidance from Allah S.W.T. Only Allah S.W.T is the only one can help her. Not very far, she finds out that the rumor about that guy is true. OMG! Apalah nasib! Tak mengapa... pengalaman ini memberi pengajaran. She felt that way. She was really heart broken with this guy. But thank god, since she seek guidance from Allah S.W.T it gave her strength to move on and carry on with her life. 

3) MR ????????????

Not very far from her heart broken with her second love, she falls in love with another guy at work. He is very handsome, smart, kind, friendly, and also a gentlemen indeed. One day she heard from one of her friend that he is leaving the organization. What!??? Why so soon? So before he leaves, she decided to confessed her feelings for him and she really did confessed this time. Whoa! Her main objective was to let him know that she likes him before he leaves. Either she gets a "yes" a "no" it depends on him. She doesn't want to force him. That's what she told him. But unfortunately, she didn't get a "yes" or a "no". WHAT!??????????? He responded her with "Thank you (smile sweetly). Lepas nie keep in touch la yeh. Jangan menyepikan diri daripada i". Wow!!!!!!!!!!! What kind of answer is that????????????? She told her friends about her experienced and the guy's response. They all think its a positive answer and that he is giving her a chance to be friend and get to know him. She then agreed with them. She contacted him the next day. He replied. They had a good chat. She contacted him again the other day. She just gave him another friendly chat. But this time he didn't answer....... at all! Day after day the guy did not contact the girl at all. She had question marks in her heart. What actually happened? Did i done something wrong? She wondered......... She consulted her friends. They asked her about his responses to her. "Did he keep silent before he responded to you?" She told them "no". He just responded her immediately after she confessed. One of her friend said "that's mean he isn't lying. If he lied he would remain silent before he responded. Nak ngelat and cari ayat". Hmm......... she just decided to carry on. But soon she lost interest in him.

4) MR RING MY BELL

Two months after the third guy left the organization, the girl suddenly heard a rumor that one of her guypal is secretly having love feeling to her (the current guy). At first she did not what to accept becoz this new guy is a close friend to the third guy she fallen in love with before. He's best friend ok! Yikes! But she started to develop love feelings to this new guy. He is a cute nice guy. Now she loves him even more then all the guys she falls in love before. However she is shy and a bit scared to confess. There is a lot of reason for her to be shy. He is the third guy's best friend (the rumor she heard says that this guy likes her before she confessed to the third guy and she was kinda mean to him before. Aiiiiiiiigoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) He gave her hints that she did feel it is real. But since he haven't said the 3 magic words, she still didn't get the real picture. Probably he is also shy becoz he knew she used to liked he's best friend (that's what her friends said). She is also good friend with this guy. She is also afraid if she start first they might grow apart. Huhuh. She tries to get some info about him. She finds out that he has been hurt a lot in the past.  This also give challenge for her. However she is still not giving up. Until now she is still seeking guidance from Allah S.W.T. Insya'Allah one day she make her move on this guy (if he didn't). Hoverever, she also pray to Allah S.W.T that one day this guy will open his heart and make a move for her. Insya'Allah he will ring her bell. Aamiin. Sama2 kita doakan ya ^_^

Ok, good night ^_^